It's rather hard to post when you're overloaded with homework and the only free time you have is at night, when the day has collapsed on you and you're depressed whether or not it was an amazing day.
Band is a struggle. Everyone's all grr and snare is harder and I have issues when I can't get things right.
School is a struggle. Math...I'm behind in my notes and homework because I'm redoing them. I can't take her notes anymore. They don't help anything at all. I'm behind in chem (BAD) because of math, and I've got a massive English project to do. It's so hard to stay motivated in school when it revolves around grading and grading is subjective anyways, so what's the point? My dad was right. School should be about motivating you to want to continue learning for the rest of your life, not making you lose hope in ever enjoying facts ever again.
Life is a struggle. I miss Rachel being happy. My mom's one messed up little chickadee. I miss my dad. I still like Tom far too much to be healthy.
Things to look forward to? I'm so ready to go back to swim team, even if I can only do it once a week. I need to get back into shape. I need to hurt. I need to be physically exhausted. I need to feel like crap and have Kevin believe in me again. I need to believe in myself. Right now that's out of the question.
You are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's nowhere else I could be, but
Here in your arms.
Gabi gave me that CD today, so no need to steal in from Danica. I blared it from my CD player and forgot everything.
--Iona
4 responses:
iona, you sound so sad!!!!
here, have some: *time* and *happiness*
idk if you're cold (like any sane person) but i already willed ryan my body heat, so i'm sorry.
i'll make you cookies or brownies or something good, you sound like you need it.
lol teh pix btw
Hey,
As a teacher of Math, and a poor imitation of a godfather, I think I should be helping somehow. Not sure how to transmit transatlantic equations however. I will speak to your Dad and see if we can come up with something clever via the web.
Your Dad is right, school should be about motivating and preparing you for lifelong learning. I could babble on for hours about why it is not, but it is way too depressing.
Nice picture by the way - I try to teach people how to do that as well.
Take Care
I am sure none of your students ever complain about being bored in your classes?
Do you actually teach any?
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