I Fell In Love, In Love With You Suddenly - Post #238

Today was weird. A lot of it was depressing, and some bits were happy. Tom was very out of it when I saw him this morning, then completely MIA for band class. I found out later he went home sick first period. And in one little way it was good. I'm terrified to talk to him on the phone. I'm afraid I won't hear him or I'll say something dumb or I won't know what to say at all. But not seeing him in school made me call him. And I didn't die. it was still really short, but I think I'll try and call him more. I'd love to be able to talk to him on the phone for ages and ages, but I'm scared to. No idea why. It's just so much easier in person.

I love my brother to pieces. There was a spider crawling on my wall and he came and caught it for me. =)

Band tonight was amazing. And weird. And unproductive. We videotaped the cadence (it's on YouTube) and that was fun. But we didn't get much done. Oh well. =)

--Iona